whenever we are free, there come space and time to let us think, think a lot about things that happen each day, each hour, every minute, every second.. brain was created by God to let us think- think rationally, hopefully all the time. sometimes, brain just doesn’t function well and go the wrong way. such moment is kinda tough coz when brain doesn’t work as how it should, means you are having trouble.. everything seems wrong coz bad things (or i should say things that are not good) keep on appearing in your mind. you can see nothing good in front of you. how should we face such situation? hmmm, am i qualified to talk about such issue? +_+ whatever~

things come and go, everything is changing all the time.. we won’t know what will come up next. you can do nothing but be serious in whatever you are doing. do things faithfully, so that you won’t regret no matter what the outcome would be. do something that are good to yourself, and even good to others, not to do something which might hurt others. avoid getting involve in bad deeds, which might harm others, or even harm yourself in the end.. believe in cause and effect~

love yourself as much as you love others. coz no one would love you more than you yourself! love people around you, treat them as good as how you treat your family. as the saying goes, "do unto people how you want people to do unto you". respect is the key of good relationship- respect those who are elder than you, and even those who are younger, but don’t forget to respect you yourself.. coz you are as valuable as others are.. 

~sincere and faithful~

to a friend of mine..

please don’t give up in whatever you do..

sometimes, i don’t know what to say to make you feel better..

i’m right beside you, but i just don’t know what can i do anymore..

please believe me, everything is fine..

and even it is hard for you right now, it will be fine..

stay calm and face it!!

you will win the battle!

remember,

i am always here for you..

the only wish is : to see you happy

=duderstadt=

lastnightwassoupset,becauseofmemyself. icreatedthetroubleformyself. whatwillhappennext?ihopeeverythingisfine, maybethingswillgobacktousual.. butwhatis"usual"?……

tismornin,iwokeupasusualandwenttoclassatnorth.. whatmadetodaysospecialwasifinallygotbackthefirstmidterm. sigh,itwasthelowestamongthreeofmyexams. doestismeaniamnotsuitabletobeintisfield?willtissubjectdetermineeverythinginthefuture?ihopenot.itisnotreallymyfield, butdoesittryingtoshowmethattheroadisgoingtobehardernharder?iguesssoandthereisnootherwaytoavoidbuttofaceit. sadwasnotthesolutiontomyproblem. butwillibemotivatedinsomewaysandwilliworkhardforit?ireallyhopeiwill.idonwantohavesamethinghappenagaininthenextexams. but…willi?

sinceiwassosleepyanddonreallywannatalktoanyoneonline, soidecidedtohaveanap. gosh,ioversleptandwaslatetomyorgolecture. isatattheaislewherealotofpeopleweresitting. fromthere,irealized,ucanseestuffdifferently. everythinglooksdifferentcomparedtowheniseeitfrom theseatthatialwayshave. what’sexactlythedifference?ican’treallytell.it’skindofsubjectiveiguess. aftermathlecture,iwenttotheuniontohavemylunchsinceimissedmine cozofoverslept.itriedthes’porenoodles, whydoalltherestaurantsliketoaddcurrypasteinthenoodles? isthatthecorrectway? hmmm,wondering…sofull…

butmymoodisstillthesamerightnow.thefooddoesn’tmakemefeelbetter…

she fell sick last week, and maybe until now; and i didn’t know, until today.. i gave her a call and we chat for maybe less than half an hour(coz she’s going to have dinner) i realized something… i din call her for quite some time ady, how’s her life recently? seemed busy, maybe busier than me nowadays.. whenever i’m stress, she’ll be busy listening to me. fewer calls from me means i’m not that stress anymore? hmmm, no no… hahaha!! anyway, i am not that worried about her, coz i know, she can handle it!!

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**Wish u luck in your remaining exams, and, please, take good care of yourself!

=get well soon=

..what a bad friend I am..

it has become a habit to have either toast or waffle with maple syrup as breakfast.. do you think honey will taste the same as maple syrup? are they equivalent at some point? hmm, i think honey can’t replace maple syrup for my toast or waffle; and, maple syrup can neither replace honey for honey chicken.. they are not equivalent, they don’t taste the same, and they have different chemical properties, i guess. is this really a significant question? maybe it is, at least for me.. coz it’s something that came across my mind in a sudden, and in some ways, it has its unique meaning.. maybe u might think, "who cares? who will care which one is better or can u replace honey with maple syrup when u cook honey chicken? etc…" stay calm, and, think… there are so many questions out there that u can think of, but there’s no guarantee that u’ll get the answer.. will tis b considered as think too much? i don’t know…

wat time did we slp last night? i don’t know… chit n chat, chit n chat, tat’s all for the whole night.. hahah :p Feel so sorry to nua at ling’s place, coz she has the "earliest class ever" today..

it’s just the second day of CNY.. but we are all back to NORMAL ady… what is normal wo ? hard to define explicitly, though. As for me, since my homework is due tomoro, i don have reason to nua ady lo So, i considered myself as "back to NORMAL", coz i am doing homework now (on the second day of CNY <– if in M’sia, such thing won’t happen on ME, second day shud be my open house!!) sigh..

hmm, someone is sad right now, i think.. i really hope that you’ll be happy.. coz i like to see your happy face, i like the optimistic in you! cheer up k! "Nothing is hard, coz YOU are the one who determine the "hardness" of something", right? Take it easy! You’ll be fine.. Believe me, as i have told you in the email, "WE will support you", muahahah!!! u noe who are we hor. Another important point, "Who knows what will happen in the future?" hahahahH!!!

may zero will get hundred over hundred of happiness ~ (Only u’ll know what does this phrase mean, hopefully )

We’ll continue our CNY celebration next week, when Spring break starts! Hahahah!!! we are goin to "swim"on the table.. hahaha!!

cheers…

初一终于到来了…恭祝大家新年快乐,万事如意,心想事成!!

忙忙碌碌的一天已过去了.. 昨晚的那一餐还好吗? 希望大家都喜欢每一道菜.. 所谓"年年有余",剩下的饭菜都符合了这一句话吧! 哈哈:)

好怀念每一年的新年,初一都会到亲戚家拜年; 初二朋友们都会到我家来坐坐 ; 初三我们就去朋友家走走… 新年的十五天,该做些什么,似乎已成了习惯.. 而今年,不再是如此..是我长大了吗? 这一年,得在他乡共度这多么特别的日子.. 庆幸的是,有着一班朋友在身边,共度这新春佳节..大家都第一次离乡背井吧,混在一起,玩得开怀大笑!!

无论我身在何处,只希望家里头的’大大小小’都身体健康,一帆风顺!!

同样的,希望朋友们’学业进步,步步高升’!!

恭喜发财!

昨天忙了足足一整天,好累好累.. 上完课,去了银行,就去医院探望她.. 住院的滋味真的不好受,可是又有谁会料到会这样呢? 而又有谁会想要这样? 不过,一切一切不好的东西,都得把它抛掉;在即将来临的这一年,大家都会行好运! 希望她能早日康复.. 去了医院,就和大家去办年货,整个晚上都在准备今天的材料,很夜才回到温暖的房里..大清早,闹钟还没响,就自动起身了,是睡不着吗? 我不晓得,可是还觉得很睏,还想睡个觉.. 也许,担心着今晚的那一餐吧…不知道会搞成怎么样,只希望,大家在无法和家人共度的这个日子里,能带给大家一个快乐的除夕夜…也可能是期待着 front desk 开门的时间(12pm),要领取远道而来的包裹吧..苦苦的等待十二点的到来,依然等待着..

但愿今晚的那一餐会顺顺利利…

待续…

hmmm..
a lot to write actually, as what i told ‘zero’ last night..
but, MSE midterm is coming, the one that i worried most.. haizz
not that i don wan to prepare, too many homework n assignments due tis week..
and not that i procrastinate (a bit only la :p), but those stuff just came at the same time.
of course, i’ll try my best :p (wish me luck for my last midterm (",)
moreover, lots of stuff happened recently.. not on me, though.
well, hope tat everything is good now..
may laughters fill all of my frens’ life n hope tat u guys are ready to welcome CNY happily, although you might need more time to face everything that happened..
To my dearest friends out there — "don’t worry, be happy! "
and also, hope tat the one who is sick will recover soon (busy ppl is ill now, pity..)
hahah.. get well soon, YPin~

ciao~

*shann*
[=SLC, CHEM building=]

“爱情没有时间表,

  最重要,

  充分了解之后,才要在一起..

  如果不幸分开了,

   别伤心,

   别难过,

   也别感到无奈,

   更不要想不开..

  好好想想,

   我们不能做到的是什么,不能给予的又是什么?

  等待下一个他来到..”

“不要成天怨天尤人,

   多读点东西,

   更要多吃东西,

   但别忘了刷牙,  (this was funny)

  有空听听音乐,

  跳跳舞,

   参加一些集体活动!”

“偶尔安静一下,

  发泄一番,

   发现生活一一挺好,

  无论如何要记住有我这位朋友,

  因为,

  好朋友是一辈子的事…”

**谢谢慧莹传送的“一级棒”短讯…祝福你…

也想将此简讯传送给朋友们,祝福大家..

新年快乐!!